hello everybody!
welcome to my brain for the next 9 months. I'm excited to be writing on here each week. 

to be honest im not very good at writing, & it was not my favorite in school. but Im here watching Gilmore girls in my room expectance for the future & wanting to add something to my page hehe. 

not sure what I should share but I want to be as real as I can on here.

this was/is a very scary decision that I made to commit myself to this for 9 months. there were so many questions. what if I can't fundraise enough? what if my squad doesn't like me? what if the people in the countries we are going to don't connect with me? what if I get homesick? and even questions like, what phone plan do I use?! lol health insurance? don't know her. becoming an adult & being sprung to other parts of the world I've never even thought to go to before is, to say the least A LOT. 

but there was a bigger question that took me down a peg. am I not willing to sacrifice 9 months for someone who sacrificed their life for me? if I don't start my adult life being obedient, when will I? 

this will be a long journey, but all in all, I think its so necessary. so I can't wait to share what Gods gonna do. thanks for reading :)

meads <3